heyheys people!
first things first, i wanna wish my awesome girlfriend xinling a HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!!!:) today's a special day for her. hahah 3 days ago it was mine, now its hers. sadly, today was really a good day for me. many things ran through my mind & i had a breakdown. as s result, i didnt really get to help to celebrate xinling's birthday. i feel sooo angry at myself for that. haiiz. but it really wasnt on purpose. i had my reasons. sorry guys, but i wouldnt say it here though. hope you guys would understand. hmmm sec 3 work has been really a huge workload for me. i feel that its really too heavy for me to handle, but what can i actually do? its seriously killing me i swear. haiiz.

one by one, things are happening & i cant seem to be able to adjust to it. or maybe i just dont want to. i dont have a change in our old life. i dont like it when evil people are pushing their way through things. its not for you to cut in just like that. i want it back where it started & not now. its just soo hard for my to accept. i wonder why?? hahaha. i feel like such a bitch but its just how i feel. im sure my girlfriends know what im talking about & so does bee. hahaha but they wouldnt tell, right guys? hahaha secrets between us will always be kept within us & no one us huh? hahha. ohh well, i dont think i wanna talk about it anymore, so back to the point, i had a emotional breakdown today. hahahah it was superb obvious & all. hahah had siying's console in kopitiam. hahahah! a little weird but yeah. hahaha

fortunately for me, i would always have bee with me by my side, be it good or bad. & i love it:) hahha okayys okayys, i shall not go farther. goodnight guys! sweet dreams! huggs & kisses! love you guys!!!! love txy!!:)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLING!!!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!!!:):):)