♥Wednesday, March 18, 2009
a random photo that i took.(wanted to cheer myself my taking photos?)
my superb messy study table at my club.hey hey
today was really ridiculous.i thought maybe by working out would calm me down?in the end,it kept me thinking still.in fact,it was making me think deeper and more profound.EVIL!!!and i thought i could be like soo exhausted and not think so much by doing exercise and like so called over doing it and stuff.i think this was the very first time i actually did so much at the gym.i guess its a good thing in a good way?at least i get to like workout?and maybe lost a few pounds??(hehehe,really hope so)but i doubt having a buffet for lunch would be of much help?yeah,i had like a buffet for lunch.its been a long time since i actually have a buffet??okayys,maybe not.the last time was on my birthday??humm...about 18 dayss?eyupps,after eating...it was time to stuff myself with work work work.as i told big bear yesterday,i'm gonna stuff myself with workouts and works.so i did my homework and stuff.be it for tuition or for school.the stupidest thing was that in the very end,i didnt even finish them all.i didnt bring the text for the history homework,thus i couldnt do it.(STUPID ME!!!)how much dumber and blur can i actually get??!!!S.T.U.P.I.D stupid.so after doing so called all my homework,it was time to go home.on the way,my mummy asked me to buy bread from isetan scotts' sun molly bakery and went to pick up my daddy at his temporary office.oh oh oh,i went to popular too.hahhaa,bought quite a number of things though.so that's about what happened today.
i realised....for the past few days,i really arent my usual self??do you guys notice too?i have really changed...haiiz...it really kills.曾经拥有的,一瞬间就不见了 .what i once had has really disappeared.it disappeared to nowhere to be found.and i dont think anyone can actually find it back..haiiz..i am sobbing away mann...okayys,i'll stop here for the night.goodnight people.huggs and kisses!CHEESEZ!
P.S:thank you yuhui!!!!i love you very much!!!you have been talking to me for the past few days.we have been sobbing away withe each others,okayys actually it was i who have been doing that.but you are the one that really knows like everything??yeahh.so i think you really know what happened and like what i have been going through.SMILEEZZ!!!LOVE YOU!!!i love you nat and tess and xinling too1!!hahahaha!!
-xoxo gossip girls-
celbears!cheesez!
